I feel like I am losing my mojo, my confidence. I don’t know if it’s just because I am tired today and woke up late and it’s making me feel just overall very unmotivated. I feel like I don’t do anything of importance at work and no one really cares what it is I do. Therefore, if this job was obliterated no one would give a damn. That actually kind of made me laugh, haha. I have no voice at my job, no thoughts, nothing to call my own, this leaves me wafting through the day with nothing to really hold onto. My cousin just got awarded unemployment after quitting his job, how fair is that? The days and months are flying by lately and I need to something significant in this world, now what it is I don’t know??

 I guess I just need to start doing things that make me happy and give me satisfaction and maybe everything will come together. Art inspires me, beautiful photography inspires me, writing, thinking, that inspires me. This photo of Salvador Dali inspires me because I feel like it represents the true nature of a lot of artists. They are free thinkers, people who think about the world and see the world in a different light. They convey what so much of us cannot. Passion, tumultuousness, love, fear … You can see here that he had so much on his mind, I think he was one of those people who had a constant stream of thoughts and ideas. Ferociously painting, trying to put together the pieces and thoughts flying through his mind. Here he shows his jewelry pieces, his lover, himself, all with a beautiful subtleness that is created by the lines of her body and the contours of his face. Truly beautiful!