First Entry

I have wanted to start a blog for so long. I actually have about five or six blogs lurking around the net. All with about 4 to 5 entries tops. I just cant seem to stay true to them or to really give them any time. I kept feeling like I needed to have an agenda, a certain type of audience for it. Whether it be vegetarians, foodies, losing weight, nutrition, being a girl, whatever I just haven’t been able to feel true to it, so I decided I am just going to write about whatever I feel like writing about and whatever I am thinking. I think this will help me get all my thoughts and help me figure things out for myself. So here it goes….


Gosh I have so many thoughts ruminating in my head sometimes it feels like its impossible to think. I just saw that movie eat pray love and I think it definitely strikes a nerve with most women because we all want to be able to go away for a year and figure ourselves out. We want to know what makes us happy and what excites us deep down inside. We want to be comfortable with ourselves and our bodies and we want to ultimately be satisfied with whatever life choices we make. Whether it is to have four babies, stay at home, become CEO, stay single, whatever the choice we want to know it was completely our own doing. I feel like I am having that same struggle right now and have been for a while. What really makes me happy and what do I want out of life? Liz’s box was filled with her dreams of traveling around the world, her boss’ box was filled with stuff for a baby. So what does my box have? I have an area at home filled with clippings from magazines, I tear out pages where I like the images or articles that I find useful. So what does that say about me? I have no idea, that I like to keep things organized and I like to reference things I like to look at, that’s about it. I still haven’t figured that one out.